Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Wow, I've only just gathered my thoughts together, i mean i've had the most best year so far in my entire life and ive only just realised. You see for the past 2 years i have been praying for my mates to become christians and after the 1 year i was starting to loose faith and thinking while isnt God answering me, and during the 2nd year loads of bad things were happening to me and making me feel upset and this got to the stage where i felt why is this happening to me, what have i done wrong. Then this year I prayed for a good year and the Lord answered me, and He answered me beyond belief, 2 of my mates became christians and my other mate now wants to, this is so cool!! I also found out today that my mate believes in God but doesn't believe the stories so i know wot I need to do there it would be so great if my best mate became a christian, I'll have to pray about it. It would be so great if all my mates became christians, Just pray!!!

Saturday, April 19, 2003

Yo! Did I ever tell you that I'm trying to read through the whole bible, do u actually know how many pages that is, well in my Bible that is 1405, i've never been able to finish a 500 page book. Well something that is keeping me with it is that my mate Phil is doing the same thing and we keep telling each other where abouts we are(at the moment I'm ahead of him!) My favourite book in the Bible must be Proverbs because it has really short sentences about everyday life which are easy to remember. At the moment my fave verse is:

'A gentle answer will calm a person's anger, but an unkind answer will cause more anger'

It always comes in help to a teenager.
Anyway tomorrow is Easter, the day that Jesus came back to life! Also my matt is coming back tonight and i havn't seen him in ages. Happy Easter!!!
Love and God Bless Essy Christian Teenagers

Thursday, April 17, 2003

Heya all!!!
Don't you think the weather is so nice, I think I've caught the sun a bit. Well tomorrow is good friday meaning it is the day that Jesus was crucified on the cross so he could forgive our sins. I get quite annoyed when i find that good friday doesn't have a big impact on people when actually it changed the world, why can't people see that?
i really don't know where my ideas come from but I've had a brain wave that i can't tell you now. Hmmm!!! Anyway I hope you all have a good easter Love and God bless Essy <><

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

Bonjour, ca va? ca va bein merci! France was so cool! I went for 5 days and I came back this morning at 3am and I slept until 3pm hehe!

I went with the school and we left Monday morning at 6am and arrived at Portsmouth at 11am and we finally got there (Dinard) at 11pm!!!



On the Tuesday we went to Saint Malo (shopping) and me and my mates got lost, I realised that God can test you in many unexpected situations and He did so on this occasion. It was 12 and we all had to meet back at 12:30 outside the casino. Me and 3 of my other mates thought we should start heading back just incase we got delayed, we started to walk down this hill because we thought it would be at the bottom but we were walking for 15 minutes round all these winding roads. Then we decided to ask someone if they knew where it was and my mate went to this lady and said in french do u know where the casino is and she told us the total opposite direction from where it was so that ended up delaying us even more. I had to start praying because I knew God was calling, so I did. We then asked someone other people if they knew but they didn't this came to the point where I was really praying, it was 12:20 and if we weren't back by 12:30 we would have missed the next booking to go to the aquarium. I then went to this lady and asked her and she said that we should ask in a local shop, which we had never thought of. So I ran into the local bar and started to yell out French (which I found comical) saying "Je suis anglais, tu parle anglais?” (I am English, you speak English?) to all the workers. There was finally someone who was English and told us where to go, m mate was in tears and we started to run all the way back it was about a mile or less and we ran so fast it took us about 8 minutes. I was so relieved when I saw familiar faces that my eyes filled up with tears. We were only 5 minutes late but we never missed the aquarium.

PRAISE THE LORD!!!


All in all I did have a good time in France and getting lost did allow me to practice my french, I need to go to bed now because my sleeping pattern has changed, Love and God bless
Au revoir!!!

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

yay yay yay i'm going to France at 6am tomorrow i'm so excited see you laterz bye

Friday, April 04, 2003

I thought i should tell you about how i became a christian!!!


All my family are christians, so I was influenced at an early age. When I was old enough to understand who Jesus was I became a christian, at the age of 5!


When I was 7 I went to an Ishmale concert where I learnt more about God and there I asked Jesus to forgive my sins, because he had died for me!


Recently Jesus has worked through me because each day i get to know him more! When I started secondary school I was scared about the situations that were going to lie ahead, so I prayed to God to give me strength and sure enough he answered my prayer and I have a lot of confidence!


A month after I started school I felt it was time I should talk to people about my belief in God, that was when the questions began! These questions weren't easy and most of them were trying to trip me up so I prayed again for God to help me know what to say by putting the right words in my mouth. Also I prayed to God to fill me up with His Holy spirit and once again the great almighty God answered my prayer!


Jesus isn't just my Lord and saviour, He is also my best friend, helper and Father!

Christian Teenagers
Yo!!


wow I'm writing not on a Tuesday!! today I dossed about in DT, I went to my piano lesson, I went to Drama practice for the easter play and I went to extreme and we did an 'M' theme evening!!! Also between piano and drama me and Bec went jogging and i did lots compared to what i normally do!!


Recently I've felt that I've had no time for God, well I feel like I only think about him when I really need him and church and the other times I feel like I can do everything by myself and I never do!! I've been reading my bible and understanding it and learning about Him but I've been reading the old testament and it makes me feel that some of the things that happened were bad, i can't really explain but can whoever wants to can you pray for me to remember to pray and talk to God everyday thankyou!!


Night and God Bless
Essy
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Tuesday, April 01, 2003


Heya all!!!

I don't see why i only write on Tuesdays, it must be easier for me (I don't see how)

Well today i had CU at school (Christian Union) where we arranged the rota for the rest of the year and we got told off for being to loud!! Also today I got my hair cut, it's soo cool, it has been serrated down the sides and i've also got one of those side fringes!!!! :)

never forgetting I've had my singing lesson and orchestra *sigh* if i wanted to i could give u a rota of my life

Whoever is reading this could they please pray for me because in five weeks I have my year 9 SATs and I don't think i will be able to remember everything and when I get to exams I start to panic thankyou!!!!


Well tomorrow i have choir, so that will be interesting indeed!!!

Night and God Bless
Essy <><