Friday, November 26, 2004

5th birthday


5th birthday
Originally uploaded by messyessy76.

My birthday is in 10 days!I'm going to be 16 at last, I've always wanted to be 16 for like ages. I don't know why because you can't really do much but I just like the age. Sweet sixteen lol! I really want a princess castle cake like I had when I was 5- my mummy made it-but she said she don't have time :( lol!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

3300


3300
Originally uploaded by messyessy76.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Klaudia comes to school....

Today was really spoko (cool) because Klaudia, a girl from Poland who is visiting England for 6 months, came to school with us today. We had 2 lessons on music and the teacher decided to do some work and we never do work in that lesson. Then we had drama which was good because our Drama teacher could speak a little polish - but Klaudia can speak English anyway so whats the point. Then we had science but she went to science with my friend because I had to concentrate in my lesson because I didn't have a clue lol. Luckily by then it was Lunch (for an hour) and we found out that in Poland their lunch breaks are only 15mins and when they have a break during the day it is only 5 mins - for us its 20min. I was surprised. So at lunch we had choir and she listened to the soothing sound of screeching. After that we had English and our normal teached wasn't there so we had a teacher from the maths department and we read and watched a really boring video. Klaudia thought he was funny because he kept making comments and jokes. Oh my life then after that we had form for 20mins and I felt sorry for the poor girl because she had questions coming from here and there. She might as well have just gone up the front and explained her life story lol. Then by the end of form the teacher still hadn't taken the register cause everyone was messing about and screaming and Klaudia looked quite scared hehe. We then finally got out of school and went home and I waited with her at the bus stop. I learnt loads of phrases today which I can't spell on here. Also she explained the difference between Polish schools to English schools which was fascinating. So all in all today was quite amusing. I don't think she will be coming back though hehe!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Just in awe!

In a gap of 10mins my faith has taken another step. I did something that I was soo scared about but I prayed that God would be with me every step of the way and He was! I felt his presence there. I'm just in awe of his greatness, His unique beauty. I have to write this because we can sometimes forget the most special things to us and if we write them down when we can we will be able to read back and remember how we felt and how real it is. Not everyone who reads this will understand but I just pray for you people because you are the ones missing out on the grace of God- God is such a dude. He is like the perfect best mate, always there, always listens, always helps (even at the time you don't think it is right, it always is!) You have to have faith that these can happen and they will :D Right now I feel like the happiest girl in the world.
My birthday is in 3 weeks and 5 days and I'm so excited- it's going to be the best birthday yet- I know it :D

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Stories...once upon a time?!


It's weird, there's so much that I want to write but I just don't know how. I don't even know what there is to write, I'm complicating don't worry you'll get use to it.
Recently I've been hearing some 'stories' from God at the moment. I say 'stories' cuz I can't think of the right definition for it. I think it's called a parable, I'm not quite sure. Anyways, I've these words from God about, life! I haven't worked them out yet like if they're for me or a friend or something to share. The first one God told me was when I had been working hard on some coursework all night and I wouldn't let myself go to sleep until I had read my bible. At the time I didn't think God would actually speak to me through the bible of through my prayers or woteva. But he did, which was quite encouraging. The story He gave me was:

A boat was sinking- some people asked for life jackets because they knew they couldn't survive by themselves but other people thought they were to good fir it and didn't ask for one. Hours later when volunteers came out to save the people out the water, they only found the people with lifejackets on alive - all the others were dead.

From this story you can see that in life we cannot survive by ourselves we need that lifejacket to stay alive and to us that life jacket is Jesus. I know personally that without Jesus I might as well be dead, He is my life and I am not to proud to say that I can survive by myself.
If anyone wants the 'lifejacket' just pray this prayer: Lord Jesus, I want to follow you. I know I've done loads of bad things. I know I don't deserve to go to heaven. I'm sorry, and I turn away from everything that I know is wrong in my life. Thankyou so much for dying in my place. Please fill my with your Holy Spirit. With your help, I'll live all out for you the rest of my life. AMEN!
If anyone wants to know more about Jesus before they make this prayer or want to know more after they've made this prayer please feel free to contact me, you don't need to give me any personal details I will pray for you and tell you what you need to know.