Today has been so long and most of it boring until my mate came round. My mate is so cool she is the nicest person ever. We've never fallen out or anything and she is so funny, she is my bestest mate ever! I think friends are something you should hold on to in life and I've known bec for 10years.

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Half term...shorter days...stress from school...getting over illnesses...brothers birthday...parents anniversary! I really don't like GCSEs I'm getting stressed about it already i can't be doing with it!

Aww how cute I got an email today saying get well soon. I haven't been very well this week at all. I had all week off school. Loads of my friends have been ill and off school too and one of them missed their work experience.

Yesterday I was talking to my brother. I don't normally get to talk to him because he's up the other end of the country doing Christian stuff. Anyway I was talking to him and we started talking about random stuff and then I asked how his friend was, who happened to be a girl and he started having ago at me saying 'oh you typical girl asking such a typical question' bla bla bla! Chill out! I love him anyway, I thought it was cute when he said it .*hehe*

On friday I went to this christian youth meeting and all my mates were praying for me. I just love it just being in the presence of God. Then we were praying for my friend Luke, to bless him, and apparently me and this girl both said, when we were praying out loud, the lyrics to a song that someone knew. So she put the song on and we all listened to it and half of us burst out crying because everything that was in the song was amazing and true. And we started praising God out loud and we felt really sorry for the people that didn't know God. I also went to a meeting on the saturday night and the guy was talking about getting a life and it made me think of all the people i know who don't actually have a life. Then at church the pastors son said the same stuff that was on the cd that we heard on friday and he never knew we listened to it. (oh this prob don't make sense, because i can't really make sense of it) but it was really obvious that God was speaking through to me! GOD IS SO AMAZING AND TRUE!!!
I can't even start to understand how much God loves me, he loves me more than I could love him because I can't love that much, it is actually impossible to love him as much as he loves us! HE LOVES YOU!

Would I be able to cope in a country of diseases, fights, dirty water, hardly any food, no parents and me just a teenager with a few other christian teeagers wanting to help the children there?
It's an oppotunity given towards us from God, I can't ignore it, I must go on, even if I'm scared or injections and flying. God will be there!

I was reading my brothers blog and he was explaining how someone was doing something weird in front of their prayer house. It was known in that area that they did curses and stuff. So they had to pray round the house to take the curse off (not that I believe in curses but it's still the evil spirits). When I read this it reminded me of camp that I went on in the summer and we learnt about demons and spirits and stuff. I remember feeling of an evil presence in my room one of the nights, it sounds all babyish but it was real and I prayed so hard that I night, God was always with me.

I bet now your thinking well why did God let this happen to a Christian, well God gave us a free will, from birth, to live life how we want. We can choose to obey him or not. Well no one can be perfect even Christians mess it up and this is all because of sin in the world that Satan brought in. Also, Satan don't like some of the things that God does and what Christians do, so he trys to scare us and make us run away from God but if we ask God to protect us he will. You have to have faith to get through hard times and thats what I did and I got through it ('',)

The pains of braces!!
Listening to people talking in Maths today I felt really sorry for other people, I do normally feel sorry for other people but they were taking the mick of each other and having a laugh but i felt like that whatever they said about someone would be like them saying it to me.

Recently I've been doing a lot of singing, I really enjoy singing and i think it's amazing how God gave me that gift, I love it so much! I wanna be able to go and do stuff for God, I feel like i can't do much just sitting around, ok i go to school and stuff and I know i can talk to people at school but I just wanna get out there, I'm really keen, I need to learn how to take the time I have at school and use every second carefully, every moment is important! Wow i feel that I've got something important to do cool!!

I'm so excited because I have a Christian Union at my school and the school have allowed us to do a big display board and its going to be so cool. Everyones going to see it because people are going round the school for an 'open evening'. Oh yeh and at open evening I get to sing which is cool because i love singing! Also im going on a church weekend away next weekend and its gonna be so cool because we're making a film hehe! I love u lord!

I'm really tired today because i got home this morning at 1! I went to cardiff with my choir which was cool it went really well adn stuff. I can see how God has let me do these things with choir because I didn't got to one of the most important rehearsals just to go to my mates baptism. Just have to have faith, God is own your side!!

When u look at the keyboard above the arrow keys u can see home, end, page up, page down etc. Well i was just looking at it and it kinda relates to life. For example 'home' the beginning of your life some where u begin and then when it 'ends' u either go 'up' to heaven or 'down' to hell depending what happened on ur life on earth. I thought that was interesting.