girl with a mission

Ice cream-chocolate honeycomb crisp

I'm on a 'diet'. I use ' ' because I just sat down and ate chocolate honeycomb crisp ice cream. So really I'm not doing well but it was low fat chocolate dairy iced dessert swirled with chocolate sauce and chocolate coated honeycomb pieces. YUMMMMM!

Love...

'Storm clouds may gather
And storms may collide
But I love you until the end of time'

That is in a song called 'Come what may' which is on Moulin rouge, I think some of the words in the play/film are really nice. Those words means the same about Gods love towards us, no matter what we do he will always love us he will never stop loving us.

Weird

I was looking at my stats and seeing how people find my website. And there was someone from the united states who went on yahoo and searched 'the girl was crucified to death' and my site came up as 5th! Odd!

Encouragement

I was thinking last night because I was really hyper and happy because of God so I couldn't sleep. And I was trying to work out how I reacted to my friends. Ok let me explain. Yesterday when I was at choir and my choir mistress said 'calm girls its a fact of life we live then die we're just living for death'! well my friends started talking about death and one friend said 'oh I don't think about it because I just get confused' and my other friend said 'I just want to know what's going to happen to me' and then I said with the hugest smile ever 'I can't wait to die it's gonna be so cool' and my friends looked at me like 'oh my life she's cracked' and 'okkkkkk'. But instead of being put off by these looks I just got encouraged that my words had reactions. I'm just going to remember to pray next time so I get a last impression. :) Have a good day!

Death

Today school :(
I had choir after school today and at the moment we are singing about death well actually we're meant to be the 'angels of death' sort of like the devils angels. I don't like the idea but all we're saying is ahhh all the way through. But the weird thing today was that my choir mistress said (and she's not a Christian of anything) because we were getting all funny about singing about death and she said 'calm girls its a fact of life we live then die we're just living for death'! When she said this I got this big alert sign in my head saying !Evangelistic saying! It was strange because that's what we do we live for our death. It says in the bible store your treasures in heaven not on earth where it will rot and be stolen (something like that).

The last day of the hols

The thought, the image, the pain...SCHOOL! Tomorrow I've got to go back to school, back to the homework, the earlier nights, the routine! Monday choir, Tuesday singing lesson and music practice at church, Wednesday nothing, Thursday wutevur, Friday extreme. I don't see any point in school I just want to live for God and go out into the world talking about God. I could talk about God forever he is so amazing and cool but I want to change and become more like Jesus everyday. I want to grow and be the 'woman of the 21st century' as my pastor put it when I was dedicated when I was a baby. I want to be everything I can be for God, I want to be dead and only alive in Jesus. When I was baptized when I was 12 my pastor said that I was going to become a writer I remember looking at my Mum thinking I don't think so I'm no good at English but I will do anything for God because He died for me and the least I can do is live for him. What are you gonna do?

Armageddon

Last night I went to Wutevur, it's a youth thing at my church and we watched Armageddon. I'd seen it before but the second time watching it I picked up on more of the film for example the religious side of it. I don't want to tell you it because I don't to give it away so you have to go and watch it. The religious thing in it is associated to Jesus dying on the cross and taking our place when he dies for us.

How quickly has the holiday gone I've got to go back to school next week and don't wanna because I haven't done the work I need done.

Living life to the full?!

Well I don't know about recently because I've been messing about doing nothing and I don't think that's living life to the full. I really want to be though because I want to live my life for God and be different. I could go on for ages about how I could live my life and what I want to do etc. But I was thinking the other night about things I wanted to achieve before I was 16 (note:I'm 16 in December) and the first thing I thought of was to tell someone in another country about God. Then I realised that I could do that because my church goes to Poland every year to work with the people. I got really excited and I told my parents and hopefully now I should be going to Poland in the summer holidays.

Wow how bored have I been today

I was going to do my homework today but I kinda ended up messing about with my site all day. Any suggestions?

I can only Imagine lyrics

I can only imagine what it will be like,
When I walk by Your side
I can only imagine what my eyes will see,
When Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.

Refrain
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!
I can only imagine, when that day comes,
When I find myself standing in the Son.
I can only imagine, when all I will do,
Is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!


Refrain
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine!
I can only imagine!
I can only imagine!
I can only imagine!

I can only imagine,
When all I will do
is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine!

He has risen

Today Christians remember the resurrection of Jesus Christ. Read Phils website and he explains how 'Easter' isn't about Easter eggs but about God. I've been messing about today and I stumbled across this cartoon clip of the resurrection of Jesus. I also just found this clip of Jesus dying. In that clip you can't see the people's faces that nail Jesus to the cross this symbolisms that we are all responsible for nailing Jesus to the cross because of our sins. The new movie that's come out 'Passion of the Christ' which I've heard is very graphic tells the story of Jesus' death. My pastor at church has been talking about the film for the past few weeks which has annoyed me because I'm not old enough to see it because it's an 18 but I've heard so many peoples different points of view about the film I would like to make up my own mind. But in that film there is a scene where you can see someone nailing Jesus to the cross and also in that film you can't see the face of the person nailing him down. Even though Mel Gibson isn't in the film, he only produces it, he was the hands that you see nailing him to the cross.

Good Friday

'Good Friday' in the Christian calendar is when Jesus was crucified on the cross. When I was little I use to wonder why it was called 'good' because I didn't see what was so good about Jesus being killed. But I soon learnt that Jesus died for mankind it was bad for Jesus but good for us because it then meant that we could be forgiven for all our sins. He gave his life so we can be forgiven. Then on the third day (which we call Easter) he resurrected which means he came alive again. What a wonderful God we have.

The boredom

Oh I've been bored today I could of done my homework but I couldn't be bothered so I've been on the computer all day.
I've been listening to all the Moulin Rouge songs because they are so cool and there are some really kewl things said in them like 'the greatest thing you'll eva learn is to love and be loved in return' and 'how wonderful life is now ur in the world'. My mate had her name on msn as '1 day you will ask me, what is more important, me or ur life, I wud say my life, and u would walk off not realisin you are my life' when I read that I thought it was really sweet. Does anyone know any nice quotes...

Easter Hols

Bring it on, no school for 2 weeks. But the weather isn't great, all this rain is depressing. I want sun I like sun hehe!
Can anyone answer this question not to me but to non Christians...
How can people believe that Jesus performed miracles?

Where is my path?

I came home from school today and I couldn't think of what to do so I put on one of my Disney videos, Pocahontas. Hehe! I used to watch it all the time when I was younger and it didn't mean much to me then. But when I watched it today I didn't realise how deep and real it was. I know the basics of the film is based on a true story but the words she says and the wisdom that's said is so real and true to me in my life at the moment. Actually I suppose its real in everyone's life because we all have to find our paths and make sure we follow the right one. Is there any other movies that portray good meanings....