girl with a mission

2004/2005

Well it's new years eve. So if I reflect on things I have done this year I can say I have done a few things I wanted to do. I reached the age of 16 which I've been wanting to do for a while hehe. Also I managed to do a few things before I turned 16 - my little goals I set for myself. I shared God to people in a different country, that was when I went to Poland. I managed to complete 10 proper songs that I wrote myself. I met someone who I'm beginning to really care for and hope that this could be a start to something special. I sang at the Blue Peter Proms with my choir. Performed on a CD with my choir which was conducted my Sir Simon Rattle. (It's hard to remember everything I've done hehe). So when I came 16 I had a party and stuff as you do and I managed to finish my CD by Christmas by completing it with a booklet which has pictures, thankyous, lyrics and information about the songs.

But 2005 - I need to do something different, I need to live life to the FULL! I need to do things like go on a diet and pass exams. I kind of don't have a choice with them hehe. Also I want to do something amazing for God like well I don't know what yet but I'm going to pray really hard for God to change me so I can become a better person and for him to give me opportunities to change the world and to be who I'm meant to be - a girl with a mission, to show Gods love!

Miracles happen....

I'll just get to point well my friend had hurt his back and has been to the hospital about it and everything and as I was talking to him online he told me it started hurting so we both prayed about it and within 2minutes or whatever it was healed and he was soooo excited and he told me and we were both in awe of the miraculous things the Lord does. It was soo amazing, he told me that he was praying and then felt this rush feeling in him, so he stood up and the pain had gone....WOOO PRAISE THE LORD!!

Recently I haven't been feeling really close to God like I normally am and it was beginning to get to me because I felt like I was missing out on all the things God had in store...but this today really got me back on to the front row I feel totally restored and back to myself again. I just want to improve on myself abit now like annoying things about me...there's a lot. So I'm going to keep praying and SMILING!!!

Finished it!

I'm sooo happy I've finished making my CD at last, i've been working on it for ages and ages. It's got all my own songs on it that I wrote and I've made a booklet for it and i've worked so hard on it and the CD's called 'girl with a mission' and I put this website on the back and it's having copyright on it. I feel so in the mood for christmas now and my brother Matt is coming down for christmas, it will be nice to see him. And tonight there is a Christmas carol service at my church and there will be candles everywhere and me and Bec are playing our 'I behold your power and glory' song. Well I better go and do these jobs I've been leaving hehe - Love you all!

Concerts

Well as tradition goes for me, I have had my numerous amounts of concerts this holiday. There are the concerts at school and then the many concerts and rehearsals I have at the Symphony Hall, the days running up to Christmas. At the Symphony concerts there is always a guest speaker and during the 6 years I've been in the choir there has been people like Alan Titchmarsh(TV gardener), Prunella Scales(tesco adverts), Angela Rippon(broadcaster) and this year there is Simon Callow (appeared in 4 weddings and a funeral). They all talk about funny situations and silly things about Christmas-sometimes you're laughing so much that you forget you're on stage. So at the moment I'm in the middle of doing those concerts-I have 2 to do today.Oh and tonight (the last concert) my friends and family are coming to watch- my mum and dad and Sara and Luke. Then there's my best friends parents and my french teacher. Ahh!

Christmas holidays begin...

Finally we have finished school and good job as well I was really starting to get stressed. But now I can relax, do the things I've been wanting to do like finish my CD and remember the amazing story of the nativity and how that baby was born to be a King. The weird thing about Christmas nowadays is that it's all commercial - I think that's the word I'm looking for. It's all about presents and trees and decorations- yeh it's all nice and stuff but that's not what Christmas is all about. I know with everything going on around me that I have to pull myself together and remember there is more to Christmas than everyone makes out to be. It's the same with Easter and weirdly enough Christmas gets more attention than Easter - well to me it does- and I believe Easter is more important because my King died so I could be saved and so YOU could be saved. I was having a debate the other day with my RS teacher about what the Easter eggs mean and he said it was something to do with the cave Jesus was put in and the rock that was moved but I always thought eggs represented new life because when Jesus died for us we were given a chance to start again - new life! Well I better get off now, all this thinking is too much for my little brain hehe, God bless and remember the true meaning of Christmas this year!

What an awesome God

Today we had the school Christmas concert and out in 24 sections, I was apart of 12 of them. One of the pieces I did was a a singing solo with a piano part. I was singing and Bec was playing the piano and the piece was called 'I behold your power and glory', this is a Christian song and we added 2 of our own verses to it about what we believed. But we were so nervous because we didn't know how people would react because not everyone believed what we did. So we prayed and we prayed really hard and we just relied on God. Then when we got to performing it it just went really well (a few mistakes) but we really enjoyed it and we weren't performing we were worshiping - because He deserves it all!
I just want to ask those people who believe in Jesus to pray for someone I care about a lot - he has hurt his back and I don't know the full details but he could really do with some prayer then hopefully he won't be spending Christmas in hospital. Thankyou! I believe in a faithful God-because He is!

Group Photo
Originally uploaded by messyessy76.

This is a pic of most of us that wasat my party. We had a laugh and took funny pics. I'm 16 now...hmm 366 days till I'm 17!

It's my birthday!!!!

HEY GUYS! Guess what it's my birthday wooooo!! I'm 16 at last woo! I've had a camera soo far so you will all get to see my lil adventures that I go on and some funny pics of my mates. As soon as I've got used to it I will put up a collarge of my party that I had on Saturday. On Saturday I had all my mates round and we chilled and had a take away and just messed about and the Friday before I had a girly night with my mates claire and Bec it was soo kewl!