girl with a mission

Most find days like Valentines day hard to get through when they are "alone". Admittedly I do, but I don't understand why, there must be some pressure from society to mope around and be sad when you are "single" and when no one has sent you anything on valentines day.
But I don't want to be like that anymore - I want to be happy for my friends who are in love and just keep smiling each day with hope in my heart that God has set aside someone amazing for me.

Anyway, I'm not even alone or single - I have God in my life who I have a spiritual relationship with - and if I can't be happy during my season of singleness, then when my future husband comes into my life it won't change anything. I have to learn to feel complete within my relationship with God because my future husband won't be able to "complete" me spiritually or emotionally.

Fall in love with the Creator first and then when God writes your husband/wife into your love story it will be better than any fairy tale.

Labels: Just a thought

How immense is SNOW!!! It's such a rare thing to have in the UK but when it does/if it comes , it's the best thing! I made a HUUGGGEE SnowMan in the back garden - I felt like a kid (hence the baby voice in the video).

Labels: Fun

Today I went to the Farm with the Reception children at the Primary School I'm getting work experience at.

We saw some ducks, sheep, cows, a pig and chickens! It was a surprisingly cold day and I thought my toes were going to drop off lol...I'm still in some patronising, child talking mode lol.

But yeh it was a fun day- we watched the children feed the animals and they collected some eggs. Then after lunch they split into groups and did different group activities like learn about what things were on the Farm that they could use to make a collage and about different textures and they did rubbings (you know when you get some paper and a crayon and rub to see the texture).

I'm all sleepy now though lol!

Labels: Work

The "Top Friends" things just causes upset and arguments I feel and I don't like them cuz its like u have to work extra hard to be a better friend and like you're always competing against someone. And if no one actually has you as a top friend then you just feel like what's the point you know...sometimes in life there is always one person who seems to win out better and they are always there beating you at it and its just like eugh, why bother?!

So to make a statement I don't have top friends and I don't rank my friends in order because they are all sooo special to me in all very different ways - everyone has different friendships and relationships than others and there is no possible way in comparing them.

Labels: Decision

I'm at the critical point in my life where I have to decide where to spend the next 3 years - possibly more - of my life living. There are too many things to consider and I have balance things against each other.
Anyone want to decide for me?
Or any advice on deciding...I think I have an idea but I need to make sure I'm 100% sure.

Help?!

Labels: Decision